why is it...

[joe4speed]

Thanks for the replies!!! I was in one of those "moods" last night, had a few drinks, and got dramatic all over myself!! LOL
I'm one of those kinds of guys who really tries hard to make a relationship work. Nice guy syndrome. Us nice guys finish last! LOL But sometimes, I get wrapped up in relationships where I'm doing most of the work, and am blind to see signs of failure. I grow attached quick, and hate it when they end.
The relationship I'm talking about now, we were best friends, and since it's impossible to see each other realistically, we have to put our friendship on hold for a bit to get rid of the feelings we have for each other, and I guess I'm missing my friend, more than the relationship. (we were together for a year) Yet still feel jealous thinking about her with someone else. (which she isn't yet, but my mind loves to make me think)
Life goes on, I got a phone number from a girl I work with who is absolutely beautiful (almost TOO beautiful) and she wants to go out. So we'll see!!
Thanks again!