Left with no choice. . . .

[1969Mach1]

Thanks bud, I had a hard time sleeping last night. It's just the fact that she is leaving me for someone else. Can't even explain how much that hurts. I could see if things weren't working out. And it's how she is going to break up with me but acts like everything is perfectly fine and she's putting so much planning into this. I'm going to wait tell she breaks up with me before I say anything (she says she wants to take a break from each other but still do b/f and g/f things together she just wants to see other people too. ) but I'm going to tell her that it is over for good and it no longer works this way and I don't want to talk to her, or hear from her again. And not to call me, not to message me, not to stop by, I'm tired of being used and abused. All my friends would tell me I'm whipped and probably so, I just loved her so much that I would do anything for her, there wasn't a time where I would say no to her. And it's just the fact if I didn't find out on my own that she likes this guy and she is thinking of leaving me for this guy I would not even have the smallest clue. She acts like nothing is wrong, like nothing is happening and insures me everything is fine.

"For awhile I thought I would never love or hate anyone, but I have come to realize I have loved and hated the same person."
§am.