Sometimes its hard to know what to do

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Well, now I feel better about my luck.

Sorry. No disrespect intended. Can't you move in with your buddy and just not be on the lease? if not, do you have another relative that could co-sign the lease with you? That might work.

As far as losing your job(s), there are others out there, and you know it. You'll be okay. Places are always looking for a good bouncer. So are private dancers and escort agencies.

As far as losing your Mom, I don't know what to say. My Mom is the only family I have, and when she dies, I know I'm going to completely lose it. I support myself, and live 3000 miles away from her, but I guess in my heart I'm still a "mama's boy". I love her more than anyone or anything in the world. I would do anything she asked of me, but she never asks. I can't even imagine losing her, although I know I'm going to have to deal with it before too long. All I can say is I am genuinely sorry for your loss, and I wish you nothing but the best.

Hang in there. Actually, take a drive out to Vegas or Laughlin. Your luck can only get better.

Take care,
~Chris