Depression.

[1969Mach1]

Man I know exactly what your feeling, and I'm sure alot of people know what I mean. It's the worst feeling. I went threw the same thing. I never knew I could live without what is now my ex-gf. She was my first love aswell, and taught me how to love. She taught me everything that has made me what I am today. It's extreamly hard, and I promise you it'll get better, don't do anything stupid! I know the feeling and you feel like just finding a quick solution. Just stop and relax, I find the best thing is talking about it. Let it be some stranger, or someone you can trust. If you want to relieve some stress, beat the **** out of a pillow, or go for a cruise. It's the worst feelings in the world but things will get better, I know you are thinking he doesn't know my situation and which I do admit I don't. But I felt the same way, and I'm sure we have all been at the point. Just go minute by minute. Just think how amazing she was, and if she isn't the right one, then how amazing the person that is right for you will be. Hang in there bud, it'll get better from here on it. If you need someone to talk to me pm.

Take it easy,
§am.