Found out I have cancer

Hi Brian,
Well I have just read all the posts and am very upset about the idiot you have to work with. But like so many have said there day will come. And remeber God knows who they are. My heart goes out to you in so many ways. I can understand the fear, fustration, anger, sadness and everything else you are feeling. And I know that you might have a hard time telling your wife how you are feeling because I did have a hard time with telling Marty how I was feeling and it took me some time to be able to tell him all my feelings. And thats OK. But I do know that talking with the one you love makes a big difference. I was afraid to worry Marty but all I was doing was making it worse. Now he knows all my feelings and sometimes maybe to much. But thats what he is here for.
Sorry I am ratteling on about myself but I hope that through this you can see where I am coming from with letting your wife know how you feel. Its Ok to have all the crazy feelings it natural, and anytime you or your wife want to talk with me please feel free to do so. Friends, real friends mean so much. And that what we are here for.
Oh one other thing. When going to see your docs. it gets fustrating cause it seems like you go and sit and wait. And thats true for our part. But they have to consult with other docs to make sure they are performing the right decision for your case and make the right deciosion for your situation. So with this pactience is a virtua. And at times its a real big pain in the a** but hang in there. I know everything is going to turn out just fine. Your tough and this will make you even tougher. And I don't mean that the bad way...so hang in there..your friend Odie