Hate Cops?

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Ive been to more police/fire funerals than I want to remember. Bottom line they are the saddest event you will ever attend. Even worse, if you watched their death and it was a fellow officer. All officers are family wether they know eachother or not. Its always sad to hear of one fall on or off duty. We wear mourning bands to honor those who have fallen, known or not.

After Army service I became a member of the "Thin blue line." Its been a roller coaster ride ever since. Ive been cuss'd, spit on,shot at, kissed, hugged and bought lunch all in one day. What doesn't kill you, will make you stronger.

Becomming a cop was a calling for me. Do I want any sympathy? no. Do I want any respect?,no. Do I want any thanks? certinly not. I do it to help people who can't help themselfs and for the satisfaction of knowing I might have saved a life. Wether that life was not breathing or didn't know Jesus.

Do I hate cop? yes. I hate myself often because sometimes no matter how hard I try, I can't help someone/something. Its in Gods hands then. We have a tendency to blame ourselfs for which we can't control. Harsh? maybe, but thats what I signed up for, good or bad.

Cop in a Cobra.