Its painfully Obvious that I need to Relearn of few things.

[DRASTiK]

Merc,
I have a two different things to say.

First: Two and a half years ago, I was single without a care in the world. Now, I've been married a little over a year with three step children and my first child on the way. I'm in my low twenties to top it all off. I never thought I'd be where I am now, but I wouldn't change any of it for the world. I love my family and the kids are great. Yes, it kinda ended my night life, and it's a big responsibility but it's well worth it for me.
You may - or may not - feel differently.

Second: When it comes to being in the dark and feeling uneasy about not knowing what to expect. I say: why worry about it? I suggest you try and look at it with excitement, not knowing what's gonna happen in the near future. Sometimes the best things in life are very unexpected.

Good Luck man,

Dave