Its painfully Obvious that I need to Relearn of few things.

[tireburner163]

Well Merc, not to sound like a *** or anything(I'm sorry if I do). To be brutaly honest, none of your realationships in the past have worked out. Marya maybe be just what your looking for, something different that you've never tried before. Maybe she will be the one you've always been looking for. Maybe not, who knows. I can't tell you, no one can.

Here's something my grandpa(a very wise man, in my opinion) once told me, "Son, women are all trouble. There's two things you can do about it, quit lovin em or love em a whole lot more. Which or course gets ya in more trouble. It's murder. But I wouldn't trade the life I've have with you Grandma for anything in the world"

Josh, aka the tireburner