Quality of Life and the struggle.

Hi Merc, I can relate to how you feel, but for me it wasn't just beer it was drugs too. I like you had to take a deep look at myself in the mirror to see what I had become. I had 3 wonderful kids and didn't realize what I was doing because I was not happy with myself. Till the day I stood in the bathroom and said " God what have I done" and stood there for a very long time rehasing what had happended in my life that had turned me into a person I was really not.
That day turned my life around, I quit drugs and really slowed down on the drinking and enjoy my children again.Now its just an occasial wine cooler. Becoming the mother that I once was a while back was the best thing I could have done for myself. And my children.
And have my relationship with Marty that we were unable to accomplise before. Not being happy with yourself can do a lot of damage, and its so nice to be back to the person I was before.
I think that you are on the right track. And you can do it. Because I have spoke to you before on the phone and I know who you really are. A bright, smart, young, warm, kind, loving man. And now that you have taken that spot of looking at yourself, I am very confindent that you have returned back to us. Odie